Sad

Its sad how people just cant let go of things even after years and years…Seriously you cant enjoy the present if you always live in the past. At times i hate being “old” but then I realize how much happier and knowledgable I am and Id rather be this old with my experiences than be the sad young girl dwelling on the past and everything that couldve been instead of what will be and is.

TGIF!!!

Yay for Friday 4 hours and my weekend begins although I have no plans besides bowling saturday, Gym and grocery shopping today, it will deff be nice to sleep in and relax because last weekend was full of stuff so i plan to cuddle on the couch with a comforter do some laundry and thats about it…Wedding stuff is going well Ill make my florist and DJ deposits this week and mail the save the dates. Im so exicted only 7 months, 1 week, and a day till the wedding!!!

I hate Tuesdays

Didnt get home till 2am then Work 9 to 530 then class 6 to 10 Im so exhausted and its only 730 WTF!!! Weekend was awesome though went to Katmandu with Brit and J9 and had a drunken blast. Spent Sun and Mon with mom and Jeri wedding planning, columbus, smithville, awesome horror movies! I get my new glasses tonight if i leave glass early! Planning a Mardi gras party ive wanted to throw one for years! Not much else to say just trying to waste time in class lol…

So far…So awesome!

So whats better than having to wear a belt to keep my pants up…realizing i have to tighten it cuz they’re still falling off!!! Its gorgeous outside, my days going at a steady pace, and tomorrow is Friday (payday) woohoo!!! The only thing that could be more perfect is if i had a coffee coolata right now lol, Im gonna get that “2:30 feeling” soon since i just ate lunch.

WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

Well i only ever remember being a human so…my earliest memory is when i was 4 or 5 in my lavendar carebear night gown and finding out in the morning that my great grandmother had passed away. The night before i had seen her and older man with suit cases in my room by my bed saying goodbye…Dream or Ghosts…you decide.

Bored at Work

So apparently i can use tumblr at work and nothing else lol I forgot i even had tumblr hahaha probly made it at work before…Anyways Work till 530 then class 6 to 10. Things are ok still working temp jobs for now but better than nothing. The wedding planning is fun I have a deposit already made on my gown and the venue, and things are flowing nicely. Little bits of drama are trying to make there way into my life but Im doing a semi good job of ignoring/avoiding it. I always thought people matured with age yet the oldest friends I have seem to cause the most drama. I like a little bit of drama to keep things interesting but some of this shit is just ridiculous and immature. Not gonna lie i miss myspace i like blogging it helps to get things off your chest and to pass time. Maybe I’ll use this tumblr thing more often…

If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one thing
I would tell it to the stars and the sun
I would write it for the world to see
And it’s you
The light changes when you’re in the room
Oh it’s you
Oh it’s you

If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one wish
To kiss your quiet mouth
Trace the steps with my fingertips
And it’s you
The light changes when you’re in the room
Oh it’s you

When it hurts to look back, and you’re scared to look ahead, look beside you and your best friend will be there…

When it hurts to look back, and you’re scared to look ahead, look beside you and your best friend will be there…

The light of starry dreams can only be seen once we escape the blinding cities of disbelief. ~Shawn Purvis